The problem with doing what you want is is that the responsibility for commitment and execution is all on you. There’s no one else to point the finger at for your situation. Adam tried blaming God when he said “The woman you gave me…” see Genesis 3:12.
It’s the same for saying what you want. The responsibility for your words are yours. Words are like toothpaste…once they’re out you can’t put them back, so be careful.
Bart Simpson learned this lesson.